After reading a few more chapters of the novel... It kinda joints the missing knots as to why he is being like this.... Literally seeing a person whom u know have their head fly off here and there in order to survive just cuz u r a orphan..... I don't think that we can ever relate to him as none of us got a upbringing like that... As our surroundings gravely affects us while growing.... So, I guess his sole goal was to change the atrocities of the Noble's...... But, as he gave his heart away he still can't accept himself for loving her, a noble...... And some may say as,, it's not her fault... But, that is how it goes....... But what hurts me the most iff he wouldn't given her his heart than he would've killed her .... And then nobody would've felt pity for someone innocent dying..... But, well whatever..... I like this story so am still gonna read this.....
After reading a few more chapters of the novel... It kinda joints the missing knots as to why he is being like this.... Literally seeing a person whom u know have their head fly off here and there in order to survive just cuz u r a orphan..... I don't think that we can ever relate to him as none of us got a upbringing like that... As our surroundings gravely affects us while growing.... So, I guess his sole goal was to change the atrocities of the Noble's...... But, as he gave his heart away he still can't accept himself for loving her, a noble...... And some may say as,, it's not her fault... But, that is how it goes....... But what hurts me the most iff he wouldn't given her his heart than he would've killed her .... And then nobody would've felt pity for someone innocent dying..... But, well whatever..... I like this story so am still gonna read this.....