But Uke is getting to know th real man behind the mask of the murderer. Murderer not by choice but by command. It's like when you say oh I want to fall in love with someone like this, that and so but eventually you go and fall for the opposite of that. It's like the saying in Spanish "El corazón no se manda" " The heart is not in control" You catch feelings you dont control who you fall in love with. This is what I guess the author is trying to convey. Uke is getting to know the kid that wanted to be recognized, that wanted to be loved, that wanted a loving family. Who got rejected at each turn. He is seeing the boy not the murderer. And sadly its gonna be hard for uke to seek revenge because as of now he is struggling with a change of heart he doesn't even know is happening. I wonder if in the end the Seme will hand uke his sword on his own an tell him to take his life to appease him.
But Uke is getting to know th real man behind the mask of the murderer. Murderer not by choice but by command. It's like when you say oh I want to fall in love with someone like this, that and so but eventually you go and fall for the opposite of that. It's like the saying in Spanish "El corazón no se manda" " The heart is not in control" You catch feelings you dont control who you fall in love with. This is what I guess the author is trying to convey. Uke is getting to know the kid that wanted to be recognized, that wanted to be loved, that wanted a loving family. Who got rejected at each turn. He is seeing the boy not the murderer. And sadly its gonna be hard for uke to seek revenge because as of now he is struggling with a change of heart he doesn't even know is happening. I wonder if in the end the Seme will hand uke his sword on his own an tell him to take his life to appease him.