Stay strong u say

Writer-nim this is not a BL, theres no L in this. This is just straight up horror. Im into some dark stuff but this make me physically queasy. Alright im guessing haeyoung is doing that carrot and stick thing? He punishes mc mentally by letting them have their way with him. Then he treats him with a sweet. He hold his hand while they rped him so that mc clings onto him? I wish mc would just suicide but i kow it aint gonna happen. So the other "better" thing that can happen might be haeyoung kidnapping mc and going off the grid. Sure he may get physically abused but not mentally anymore. And i think haeyoung will tone down his cray cray side if hes with mc alone. It probably aint gonna happen tho ૧(ꂹωꂹ). Haeyoung will not compromise his convince to daily life just for mc is what im seeing. Mf is actually so scary woo young from the other title seems so cute now.