Yeah you definitely need to keep reading. She isn’t innocent but she definitely is pitiful. She’ll suffer in the present, future, and if you look at the past her own parents didn’t give af about her. She was a lonely child and ML was the one that came into her life, to the point she became dependent on him. There’s an age gap between FL and ML so they met when she was a child and he was like a teen. The servants also don’t treat her well either.
I'm sure she's genuinely pitiful, and has gone through terrible things to justify (some) things, I just hate how the first 2 chapters were written and the message it sends. And I can't tell if the message they sent with the first 2 chapters was on purpose or not.
I guess it shows that everyone in the story is flawed, not excluding the mc. That and showing how unstable the mc’s mind is, showing that her reactions/actions aren’t going to be normal in the future
They make the female lead out to be someone to feel pity for. In the first two chapters they've made me hate her so much. A servant came to check up on her, and she starts asking where's the man she sleeps with is, and after the servant gives an answer she starts going ballistic on the servant- grabbing her hair and stuff, and apparently she's been a constant abuser since the servant thinks to themselves "good thing she doesn't have anything around her to throw at me with". And though the servant doesn't have good intentions for the female lead, the female lead is such an asshole?? She makes herself out to be all pitiful and just wants the love of the male lead but then she starts physically grabbing at the servants? like? just because they won't tell her where the hot guy she fucks every night is TTOTT) ???