I'm at ch 53 right now and it does get better. I get second hand embarrassment too but it really helps that ml never really seems to care, in a good way. Ml also loves him a lot, even when he has embarrassing moments. Ofc I haven't finished it yet so idk but at least from the very beginning it has gotten much better. I only had to take a break bc of an embarrassing moment recently once
Its been my absolute favorite BL For YEARS and I've re-read it like 8 times, it's absolutely worth it and it's just SO CUTE AND GOOD AND AMAZING there's no SA even tho he looks all big and scary, it's the greenest couple I've read so far
i kept dropping this without getting very far bc the second hand embarrassment from the mc is crazy but i see this is a very popular and well loved manhwa, does it get better later on? im genuinely curious