ML: "Maybe he didn't resent me"

Can you spoil me why the ML is shitty? Before I read.

Rape.... That's it. He kept raping, even tho the uke said stop

So the ML and the MC have been reincarnated. The past ML fell in love with the MC, but instead of loving him, he was physcially, verbally and emotionally abusive, so the MC always thought that the ML hated him. The ML has hit the MC, raped him and said a bunch of horrible things to him. The ML remembers his past life. He claims (in the current life) that he was shitty to the MC because the ML was trying to protect the MC (the past ML was from a powerful family and the MC was his servant, so the ML supposedly didn't want people to see how important the MC was to him), but I don't think that logic adds up because now that they've reincarnated, the ML is still doing the SAME things, Which is crazy because the ML was begging for another chance with the MC and now that he has it he decides to fuck it up alllloveeer again AND IN THE SAME WAY. To make matters worse, the MC in the current life was fighting to keep his house (and neighborehood) from being bought out. He didn't want to lose the home that he shares with his sick grandfather. The ML wants to buy out the neighborehood so he can build a business there. The MC and ML meet each other because of the buy-out and when the ML realizes who the MC is (his reincarnated first love), he blackmails the MC, rapes him, gets his friend sent to jail (although the friend did beat the shit out of ML, but only after the ML had raped the MC so i don't feel sorry for him), has the MC's grandfather admitted into an elderly home against the wishes of the MC and manipulates the MC every chance he gets

Why can’t they make normal MLs.

I dunno, the only reason I am still reading is, is because I love buff bottoms