This is really really good. A mature read exactly. I initially hated the seme but then aga...

This is really really good. A mature read exactly. I initially hated the seme but then again I’ve similar traits..I completely isolate myself whenever I’m having a hard time…try to solve it myself, drown in self criticism..won’t open up until I’m mentally stable enough..And absolutely terrified of being hated or looked down specifically by loved ones..hence the distance..and also have blank expressions..disastrous at expressing myself through words..they just won’t come out..specially at right times..
I’ve done this but alas in my case I didn’t find myself someone as lovable as the uke..