I'm in tears

It's absolutely devastating to me that jooha lost his memory. But The thing that breaks my heart the most is that despite how dooshik definitely misses the old him, he still keeps loving him as a whole even if his memories are gone. He doesn't even care about how much he himself is hurting because he can tell that jooha is much more cheerful and relaxed not being able to remember all his trauma.
Sometimes ignorance reallys is bliss and for someone who has gone threw such awful things like jooha, it was his freedom.