
Ngl as a child I used to make fun of my guy classmates who acts girly but I don't really know what gay even means,I just did what others did and call him gay and even laugh at that word, I don't really know that gay means a guy who fall for another guy I've only realized that at the age of 10 or 11 then I realised that what I did is not a joke anymore,it was an insult to make fun of them(I've became friends with them though and then when i started to realize it i apologize to them,i really did apologize cause i felt bad for my past action)
Now I realise how hard is it,I'm not gay nor lesbian I'm a bisexual and growing up with a homophobic mother I can't even bring myself to tell her my sexuality cause every time he saw a gay/lesbian couple he called them disgusting and that it's such a waste what more if she found out his child is just like one of them and even if i tell her im a bisexual she wouldn't understand what is it so what's even the point and she hasn't even know what bisexual means it just every time she saw a person in TV who can like girls/boys she also gets disgusted• ‿ ,•
"they said someone in our is gay" like lol are they dumb or something? Do they think everyone in their school is a straight like them like duhhh of course everywhere you go there will be gay/lesbian etc(obviously some of them are hiding their sexuality cause of people like you who find it funny and that drunkard fcker who think he's cool)