honestly like i've never felt bad for a ML in these type manhwas before cus usually they're the villians but the more i deep it
everything this guy has done aside from that final night thing has been in the name of the FL who's acc a really shitty person despite having a really good upbringing and people around her like i feel bad yk her dad was killed and her old fiancé was shit but the ML like my lord his life has been a wreck
and his hope was literally the FL who just groomed him and ditched him when she realised he became obsessed with having her love and attention
and i understand like he lied and had memories of his old life but still he made every action of his in the name of her revenge for her father
and she pulls the "i don't feel like me"
bro he's on your side
The FL who grew up with a gold spoon who was treated with love and care and for once she experiences ONE hardship, her husband. She then becomes a toxic bxtch that no one likes and everyone prays for her downfall daily.
The ML who grew up with a poisoned muddy spoon. He was abused with no love and was treated like a slave and dog. Abused, sexually assulted, raped, whipped, mentally abused, sent to war to die but survived, and was manipulated. He had been shaped into a somewhat twisted person, but he had only told her a lie because he was worried that she would run to her past crush, she probably would've because she's a damn dirty bxtch. He did not abuse his son and did nothing of any sort. The FL practically groomed him. In the end, he was just a kid, like the rest of us. Craving for love, but in the end, that "love" he recieved was so hurtful and poisonous that he couldn't hold onto it anymore and let it go. A great decision.
I hope he can go to a place far away after resting his eyes and living his final moments in the battle field and take a very long break from everything. A place to heal and get his mentality back on the right path. A place where he doesn't have to care and remember memories of her anymore. Where he can stop being hurt and stop loving her. I hope he can find someone who can truly care for him and treat him right and show him what true love and warmth is in heaven.
This is my last comment to this manhwa, I am glad to have gotten this far in.