HELP FIND BL MANHWA

The ML is i think a childhood friend of this typical short blond feminine looking big eyed uke. The ML is black haired probably a model or something. But One day he visited the uke in his house but Uke pretends to not know him or he did know him but his memory was blurry. I can only remember their smut scene where the uke was scared bc of his size but he thrusted into him in one push missionary style in his house, in his room and there was. A scene where the uke regains his memory after looking at the sea. I forgot why but his memories of that town andnwith this guy is connected to the sea.