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Yeah- I think so too. He "loves" her but also somewhat despise her cuz she reminded him of his stupidity. And deep down- he knows he's the reason why mc works so hard to the point she's just a working robot and lost of life. The lost of life made him lost the love that's why he seek out other woman.
Him being lustful of mc just by showing a lil bit of life like getting a rose to thinking having a family with her shows he "loves" her.
But the relationship started to fack up cuz of him and was strained to a toxic one where both party can't part ways yet can't be happy together. ( ̄へ ̄)

But like he loves her ?? All the chapters before is him hating her and she's a mistake and all
But sometimes it's like he loves her ?
I HATE HIM !! DON'T GET ME WRONG! I WANT HIM TO SUFFER FOR ETERNITY .. but just wondering
Maybe it's just being with her is a reminder of his debts and mistakes and he's just taking it out on her? But he loves her .. idk
And like he's just used to having her with him that he took her for granted..you can see it like when him imagining a family and when he said before I'm all you have and you can't be without me and you only love me something like that in the previous chapters .. idk
But I'm hoping he will suffer.. ALOT !