me too. once i read all of the spoilers, each chapter i keep asking if everything that ido is doing enough to make it up to sejin given that sejin is in the dark. i wouldve preferred if ido told sejin everything so that sejin can at least make informed decisions. i feel bad that sejin feels uncomfortable and anxious at how "generous" ido is when its not even 1/10th the trauma ido caused him.
I think part of the reason why so many of us dont like Ido as well is because exactly this, he is refusing to tell MC about all the details becuase Ido wants a 2nd chance with him and he wants MC to genuinely find confort in and love Ido... Which feels a little deceiving considering Ido already knows so much about MC and he knows nothing
No matter how i think about i can't come to forgive what ido did to him in the first timeline ,, all this suffering is simply unforgivable