
Hi I just wanna add onto ur thoughts,
I understand why MC1 beat Kwon up, it was because Kwon bullied him but I don’t think that justifies MC1 ruining Kwon’s life. Kwon didn’t understand his feeling for black-haired MC1 and Kwon’s parents were sh*t. I agree that Kwon deserved to be punish for his wrongs, but did I think he should have a permanent injury that might be irreversible and affect him for the rest of his life? They were only in middle school, Kwon was dumb and quite naive but that doesn’t mean he should have been beat half to death. I disagree to agree with MC-1 actions but I understand where MC-1 came from and why he did it. Kwon’s life was ruined in the end and he dropped out of school. Along with that, He no longer had friends or any one of call family, he must have been very lonely. I want Kwon to be happy, I think he has suffered more than enough, to being beat half to death, losing all his friends, and everything else. I think he deserves to be happy the most. For these reason I really dislike MC1.
Just wanted to give my opinions on the characters, don't have to read it if you don't want to.
Seungtaek - thought this guy was nice and very much a green flag, then that thought went straight out the window after learning what he did in the past. Like, I understand what he did was self defense, but that defense turned to offense, the guy sent inbeom to the hospital and the damage caused him amnesia. Literally thought this guy was some kind of psychopath by the end. It took him so long to own up to things that he did.
Kyubin - oh god, I really tried to understand him. At first he seemed like a very manipulative character and everything that he did to seunghee pissed me off. Then you learn about his past and why he was doing what he doing to seunghee, and he became an even worse character to me. He got seunghee, a guy who ultimately had nothing to do with him and seungtaek other than the fact they saw him dressed as a girl, in his business on him not being able to go out with seungtaek. Wtf????
Seungtaek and kyubin as a couple - I hate them. I cannot stand them, the things this couple did literally affected the other significant characters. Seungtaek beat up inbeom to which kyubin covered for him and got in trouble instead. Suhyeok then had to live with inbeom and was coerced into finding out who kyubin had a crush so to help with his amnesia. Then they decided to get seunghee involved with their love story, hurting him in the process. All they've done throughout the story was hurt others. They did apologise for them was forgiven, but I as a reader couldn't.
Suhyeok - I liked his character. He was understanding, listened and looked out a lot for seunghee (mostly after then fiasco with kyubin and seungtaek was over). I felt bad for how he was being treated by his cousin, inbeom, though. I don't remember him doing anything bad, unless it's because I'm biased towards him or I genuinely can't remember anything. I don't like the way his dad responded to when he told him he was dating seunghee though, absolute bullshit.
Seunghee - this poor guy suffered for like 95% of the story. I related to him a lot. Coming out to your family and expecting them to be supportive and then not receiving that support, I've been there. The way he had to think of a way to avoid contact with his dad, I've been there too I'm still trying to avoid as much contact as possible with them, it felt like I was suffocating inside a place that should have been home. Also, him trying to find some sort comfort even if it had to come from strangers, especially older men - this I've considered but never did, since I'm a girl and there are a lot of consequences. He was very stupid during that time and I even got so annoyed with him. But then he starts to realise that he was wrong. Then he fell in love with suhyeok, though there were some rough times in their relationship, I'm glad they got better at communicating and being honest with each other. I hope all the best for him. Was worried for him the entire time he was meeting that pedo, thank god he woke tf up.
Suhyeok and seunghee as a couple - LOVE THEM. Though they had a falling out, it was quickly sorted out and then them promising to be more honest to each other and actually standing by that promise made me love this couple even more. I want the best for them, always.
Lastly, Inbeom - didn't like him the beginning, till I learnt about him, kyubin and seungtaek. He was a shitty person and he did admit to being a shitty person. But even after remembering how he got amnesia, he's doing his best to become a better person.
I dont think anything will change my mind on seunghee and suhyeok being the best couple.
It was a good read, a solid 8/10.