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Agree.. i just want him to move on from this stupid j.j.
I mean yes he is amazing dependable and everything but his communication and understanding is suck. His pride make him cant see that leo truly love him, leo just to immature to be controlled by him. And j.j. too serious, prideful and insecure at the same time about his own feelings.
Fuck, if j.j. reject leo again after he trying his best to make up with him, i hope he leave j.j. for good. Really want to see j.j. regretting his decision to dump leo.

Unfair. What did Leo do for JJ enough to make him stay? Leo is trying his best because he is doing it for the first time. First time.

Bro i dont even know what leo fault at all in here.. the only thing i know is j.j. have been keep his own feelings bottle up in his entire relationship, never say what want then suddenly drop the bom when leo need to be mentally stable for his upcoming race, and just say he dump him.. like? Hello?

Wanting sex whenever he wants and ending it when he wants. Getting hammered, dead drunk until JJ picks him up. Not remembering what he was told. Multiply that within 5 years they have been together. JJ may not be shouting or getting angry but he does talk, it's just Leo was not listening. The story only showed some but that was a snippet of how they were in those 5 years.

Timing was messed up? It was the qualifiers and many races followed after. Technically, he'd still have time to recover. But if JJ didn't do it then, when will he ever do it? Even if he does it off season, it will just be a couple of months/weeks before the next race starts. It will still be the same.

The things is.. if he really dump leo for not having any feeling for him anymore is fine. But he still have a feeling for him bro. And the way he end things is just messed up.

From the start its j.j. the first one crushing on leo. And leo see that j.j. is sincere toward him thats why he decided to be with him.
He even bottoming for him, he was straight at first, and have always have been a social butterfly, and i think he is indeed have a high sex drive. But he still loyal to j.j. even though he still getting hammered after partying.

He even trying his best on racing because j.j. is his fan, he really try his best on that despite he never serious about anything. He is trying to make j.j. proud of him. I know leo can be anything he want because he is rich, but he choose to stay with j.j. in his team.

Well, about leo who seem to never listen to j.j. when he talk to him, i think its have something about the way j.j. start conversation. U know right when u need to say some important things u need to make the listener really listen to u, not just said some important thing, without making sure that the person we was talking to really listened to what we were saying or not.

Either way their problem is about immaturity, and miscommunication in this relationship. We need to talk in everything when we can't meet eye to eye after have a problem solving together, that when we cut off. Not before having a serious deep talk.

You can still break up with the person even if you still love them. It's about self preservation.

You were basically describing their first year. Leo bottoming, staying loyal. Making JJ proud is because enjoyed being favored. And that's okay. It's not like JJ didn't sacrificed things too. In the first place I don't think JJ was particularly gay, he had a crush but that was it. JJ is far from sociable yet he stayed when he can. It was fine in the first year both accommodating each other.

The problems happened most likely after that when Leo kept a winning streak. More parties, more training. Leo was most likely acting like a casual partner, loyal not cheating but casual, instead of a committed boyfriend.

Let's see how JJ makes conversation because my head cannon was he does say them and says them properly, without getting angry or anything. It's just that Leo keeps forgetting. This is the first time Leo is actively listening because JJ is gone. And probably it's the first time JJ is expressing anger. Which sucks if he held off being angry for Leo's performance sake.

I'd say opportunity. It was always lost, even if one tries to. It doesn't also help that one partner is always used to receiving attention, not giving. It's a relationship that shouldn't have lasted 5 yrs but it did.