
+ i have a theory that pilgyeon developed a weird form of oedipal complex. cuz think abt it… he grew up wanting to have the same mom as soongap, she was actually the one who did the “comforting” he misremembered soongap doing, etc. he was the one who found her dead as a child. soongap also is a carbon copy of his mom.. the whole “just looking out for u” thing was something he felt she’d entrusted him with. idk he also just saw soongap and his mom one and the same. i’m surprised he didn’t have one of those “i don’t want to be like dad” moments cuz damn. apple didn’t fall far from the tree. it didn’t even fall off matter of fact. also the girls omgg

+ i can’t fathom how it must’ve felt when mongil died. it was expected, i imagine, but it must’ve been like the whole world had been turned upside down for soongap. they had plans: wanted to buy their freedom, settle down on a cute farm to do boomshakalaka 24/7 and then boom. life happened and it’s shit. years of friendship, and love all over in seconds.
pilgyeon should’ve just died. and let me just state the obvious—i know this is yaoi and it’s nothing new around these parts but. what was with those gratuitous rape panels? did we really need to see all that? or was the author just throwing out a bone for the people who wanted them as the end game