Ain’t no mfin way

I can’t tell if it’s a good thing or a bad thing he’s gonna start remembering again. Like yes trauma but at the same time his feelings toward dooshik are different. Sure he likes him somewhat but I feel like the hardships are what made them like almost inseparable and ik Dooshik is fr kinda sad he isn’t remembered in that way like ik he says shit like “I’m glad he doesn’t remember” but like dawg I’m 100% positive it hurts him that the emotions and feelings they shared aren’t there anymore.