Help is he a power uke or I'm just trippin he's so real

I love the plot! But I hate that I always have to pause here and there cause I can't freakin trust the MC. It's like boi, I don't want him getting hurt or humiliated cause I feel it too lol. I'm like 'oh I don't like where this is goin lemme pause it' like the humiliation is not gonna happen like gurl it's already drawn its gonna happen I'm zo pathetic