Responses
Broke the camel's back because now he realized that he'll never have him so if only he knew how to speak up things wouldn't have reached here. He kept keeping things to himself rather than talking (seems this is carried over from past trauma)
The ml maybe didn't say anything because he thought he knew (maybe)
Both didn't know they weren't experienced. One was more naive than the other thought
Things are finally opening up
This last chapter gave ne mixed feelings. Like yay for communication but why did the uke not speak up about the plays and why wasn't the ML more clear about his tastes +train him better. Y'all both knew neither had experience with relationships but kept crossing that line. Reminds of Anna from Fifty shades; she asked for worst, got the worst and blamed the ML for doing what she requested. The jealousy thing stupid, how was that what broke the camel's back.