I just want MC to die and ML to suffer the rest of his life like in those cn bl novels

Ikr CN BLs are best in anguish, retribution and agony

Can you please recommend me some? I want to read something like that

10 years that I loved you the most :))

CN Recommendations:

Dumb husky and his white cat shizun pretty much exactly what you are looking for but it's a happy ending... eventually

The Whole World Is My Crematorium (there actually is only 1 ML despite the other 2 being possibilities and mc doesn't actually die just pretty much fakes his death by being saved at the last minute but the three guys who did him wrong get their dues)


Dinghai Fusheng Records is a favorite of mine and has more of a wholesome relationship with both MC's developing and nearly dying alot of the time and actually dying.

Thank you so so much