
Yeah, I kinda do the same thing. I imagine that the way that their memory and knowledge retained are like them watching a movie in either first or third person POV. Like, they know it's them in their past life, but they see it like it's not really their current self, if you get what I mean. More like, it's just a part of them.

In the first chapter, she actually had a monologue that she had been "sucked" and "became" FL in the novel. She remembers not because it was her past life, but because it was a novel she might have read before. Also, when ML was sleeping in chap. 1, she literally thought that how can a 20 something y/o sleep after "turning into" a married 10 y/o.
Don't get me wrong, the plot is nice. HOWEVER, I can't forget the fact that FL's 20 something y/o who's only trapped in a 10 y/o body. THEN she actually started liking/having this "badump" feelings for ML when he's literally 10+ y/o when they weren't actually 18 yet. Like... IDK MAN It feels so wrong