Thoughts based off raws

Sucks how Cirrus took the fall for what Skylar did, involved in the fight. But I don’t think of it too much, my mind is clouded by how it’s going to end.

And some may not agree with me, but Cirrus taking the blame for the fight, he has made amends. It’s just how I see it, and he can move on and shouldn’t be tied down to his past. I better see nobody justifying violence.

(Also figured it out as in if Skylar does know that Cirrus covered for him or not.)

Someone said this: “I don’t think Skylar has figured it out but the teacher was definitely fishing for information to see why Cirrus cared so much to cover for Skylar, and then when Skylar lied, that prompted the teacher to just keep the information he had about cirrus to himself and there’s the irony of cirrus owning up to the fight and going to bat for Skylar despite the possibility that he could get in trouble with his abusive family but Skylar cannot do the same at the moment.”

Skylar has been quite distant when it comes to relationship (understandably due to his own trauma which is a big deal, no competitions), creating misunderstandings about Cirrus being a 2nd choice, then saying hurtful words and bringing Cirrus’s trauma up. Everyone wants Cirrus to treat Skylar like he’s a god, but ignore how many times Skylar has hit him even if it was made for comedic purpose, and overlook the beating incident as well as justifying violence.

I still wish for Skylar’s happiness though. He’s not an evil person, he’s a hurt person too, so I won’t trample over him and be a hypocrite. He deserves a good life.

Honestly? I don’t care if they hit in each other in the past. Both fucked up. But let’s not lie and act like Skylar doesn’t need a lot of development. At the very least, Cirrus has owned up to his mistake and even told his bff who slapped him, but Cirrus didn’t rage and blame her for that. He realized he was wrong. He also realized long ago that it wasn’t right of him, but as time went on and he became closer with Sky, he felt scared.

Cirrus definitely needs development as well. I don’t know how author is going to make Sky’s development in SYNC with Cirrus’s development as said. I’m curious how they’re going to stay together—a sky and cloud cannot separate. Maybe they’ll stay together, but there will be rainy days in their relationship, but they’ll still be together.

All this happened because of his past LIE. A scheme that definitely didn’t change the trajectory of anyone’s life, did it hurt some people’s feelings? Yes and it’s valid that they felt that way, again really it’s only the fact that he LIED. I don’t think violence was the answer though. And certainly not his consequence.

I’m glad Cirrus is leaving the country. He doesn’t have to be surrounded by people who hit him, he can live in peace away from those people. He’s been abused enough and trampled on, yet he’s still covering up for someone he definitely still loves.

I STILL hope Sky and Cirrus can be together. They’re meant to be, it’s impossible for them to separate; they’re the sky and cloud (Sky-lar, and Cirrus is a cloud name).