Realistically I would hate working with someone like him lol .. don’t jump me, I get why...

Nah, this is a "jealous" kind of mindset. It will not make you progress if you have that feeling. You're in the company to work not to get your colleague's attention. If you focus on your work you'll never feel out of place since in the first place you're not competing with them and you're not there to compete with them. Do your own thing be friend them but don't get too attach and never feel jealous. That's the life of a worker and that's reality.

I see what you're saying, and you're right, focusing on your own work is important.
My comment was just a joking way of saying it can feel tough working next to someone who seems to be perfect at everything. It's not really about being jealous, just more about how sometimes we compare ourselves to others and feel out of place. But you're right, it’s all part of learning and getting better.
I was just venting.. my bad.

It's okay. You don't really need to apologize. I just had a flashback on my first work when I read your comment. Although, it is joke it hits me real hard cause I used to be one of those people who have those jealous mind. On my first work a colleague of mine work deligently and they would often compares me to her and that makes me insecure and jealous. To be honest that continued for 3 months until I come to realize that I am not making any progress at all. I keep competing with her and I am doing good in my work. Instead of focusing on myself to improve I am making a lot of mistake instead. That is why I reacted that way. Anyway, I abonded that thoughts and moved on. I learned that if I focus on my own growth and ignore those incompetent remarks from other people I can progress and work much better. I always thought to myself that I am not there to get there attention but to do my part as an individual. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

I am not doing good in my work*

Thanks for sharing your story. I understand what you mean. At the end of the day, we’re all human, and our feelings are valid. Even jealousy is okay, I think, as long as we can channel it into improving ourselves.(⌒▽⌒)