Annoyed me

Tbh I don’t like this kind of sex. Sex means intimacy. But at this point guide is hiding his emotions and thoughts from him. However when he is standing right in front of him he is vulnerable. He is showing every part of him to him. He is transparent. He is now trusting him and letting go of every worry. And the guide now just stands there behaving as if the guide just came here to fuck him. The guide was speaking his mind more before he started liking him.