I shouldn't have paid for this shit. it has left me simmering in rage. I want to beat some...

tissue-kun October 11, 2024 2:22 am

I shouldn't have paid for this shit. it has left me simmering in rage. I want to beat some self esteem into Andrew. ANDREW SEE ME OUTSIDE MOFO. I'll end you tonight

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    Mayonaise_Chicken October 12, 2024 10:46 pm

    What did Andrew do?

    tissue-kun October 12, 2024 11:26 pm

    you ok with spoilers??

    Mmofg October 13, 2024 11:09 am
    you ok with spoilers?? tissue-kun

    Yep go ahead

    Hmmm October 13, 2024 5:53 pm

    Literally same i bought the $3 patreon option and I'm so bummed about ch 24 it's insane

    Hmmm October 13, 2024 5:54 pm
    Literally same i bought the $3 patreon option and I'm so bummed about ch 24 it's insane Hmmm

    *ch 124

    Mayonaise_Chicken October 13, 2024 8:09 pm
    you ok with spoilers?? tissue-kun

    Yesss

    tissue-kun October 13, 2024 11:35 pm
    Literally same i bought the $3 patreon option and I'm so bummed about ch 24 it's insane Hmmm

    It gets way worse. I got the pilot, up to 127 chapters. and I'm livid

    Hmmm October 14, 2024 12:07 am
    It gets way worse. I got the pilot, up to 127 chapters. and I'm livid tissue-kun

    No way can you pm me what happens bc I will cancel if they do the thing they said they'd do in 124

    tissue-kun October 14, 2024 1:26 am
    Yep go ahead Mmofg

    you've been warned. I'll spoil from 124, since 123 is out on Webtoon so read from there pls.








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    chapter 123:
    - after their fight, the artist tries to introduce himself to Andrew, but Andrew keeps sulking and ignores him
    - the exhibition ends, and the artist approaches nathan, asking him to come to his hotel, which Nathan agrees to
    - outside, andrew waits for Nathan, who comes out with the artist to lock up the store
    - Andrew makes a pathetic face and calls out to Nathan

    chapter 124:
    - Nathan asks why andrew is still there, and andrew says, "i was waiting to take you home"
    - Nathan then asks, "what happens after you walk me home? are you going to leave again?"
    - Andrew stammers, and Nathan says it's tedious and walks away
    - Andrew yells for Nathan not to go, saying he'll do anything if Nathan stays
    - the artist interrupts, saying he's taking Nathan to his hotel instead
    - Andrew asks if it's for work, hoping it is
    - Nathan bluntly says, "It's just sex, Andrew"
    - the artist jokes that he thought Nathan liked him, but Nathan responds, "You know damn well it's just sex"
    - Andrew panics and asks if Nathan likes the artist. Nathan tells him, "I don't like him the way I liked you" and walks off with the artist
    - the artist yells out to Andrew if he has considered his threesome proposition
    - Nathan is shocked and demands wtf he means by that and "even if i was to agree, he'll never agree-"
    - Andrew yells, "I will do it. The threesome."


    **note: this motherfucker *facepalms*

    chapter 125 part 1:
    - so they go to the hotel and the artist just starts yapping
    - the artist asks if Andrew's had a threesome before, and Andrew doesn't answer, which the artist takes as a no
    - he then asks Nathan, who says, "yeah, a long time ago." the artist yaps about them showing Andrew the ropes
    - the artist assaults Nathan with a kiss in front of Andrew. Andrew just stands there in shock then starts frowning (his lips are quivering)

    chapter 125 part 2:
    - Nathan pushes the artist away and demands to be given a headups before he is assaulted with a kiss
    - Andrew stands there, internally whining like a child, wanting to kiss Nathan
    - the artist notices Andrew's jealousy and says he'll give him more attention too, reaching out to touch him
    - Andrew dodges the touch in surprise and pulls away when the artist tries again
    - Nathan is hit with the realization that Andrew is uncomfortable, grabs the artist's hand, and tells him, "don't fucking touch him."


    chapter 126:
    - the artist gets annoyed and tells Nathan to let Andrew speak for himself
    - Nathan replies, "why don't you step outside and let me handle this," and the artist complains but eventually leaves to wait at the bar

    **NOTE:**BRO IS ASKING HIM TO LEAVE HIS OWN HOTEL ROOM LMFAO

    - Nathan asks Andrew what he's doing when he clearly doesn't want to be part of a threesome

    - Andrew whines, saying, "because you want to do it with him, and i don't want to lose you."
    - Nathan asks, "then why do you always pull away when i make a move?"
    - Andrew explains the reason is because he feels that he is not at where he can be matched with Nathan. and wants to feel worthy of being chose by him
    - Nathan is surprised to hear he makes Andrew feel inadequate and says "then we really should stop seeing each other, because it hurts me to know i have that kind of effect on you"
    - Nathan is uncomfortable by Andrew's insecurity to the point of seeing him make the choice to go to the hotel and place himself in a position of hurt and fear because he thought this was what Nathan wanted

    -Nathan tells him "you're so wrapped up in your own head, that you push me away, completely unware of what it is I've always wanted. and it isn't this, it isn't any of this" AND HE WALKS AWAY
    - Andrew panics and FINALLY confesses that Nathan is his first experience AND YAPS AND YAPS.. basically a big virgin
    - Nathan, unfazed by Andrew's inexperience, is more concerned with Andrew lying about it
    - Nathan calmly tells him, "it's not about what you lack, Andrew. you're ashamed of who you are, and it's not my job to make you feel secure. i can only do so much, and it's exhausting. i don't want to be with someone who treats themselves with so little kindness."

    **POP OFF KING, he's so real for that

    - Andrew asks if Nathan doesn't like him anymore, and Nathan responds by asking why Andrew cares more about what Nathan feels than what Andrew really wants

    - Andrew insists he wants Nathan, but Nathan says he can’t tell if Andrew is just saying that to make him stay
    - Nathan expresses that he’s unsure because Andrew never communicates clearly or stands up for himself
    - basically Nathan can't trust Andrew since Andrew does not trust him
    - Andrew yells that he likes Nathan and wants to be intimate, now that things are out in the open, and he doesn't feel pressured
    - Nathan is uncertain, and Andrew begs him to be intimate


    chapter 127:
    LMFAO these two are going to try fucking on the artist's hotel bed without him in the room lolol

    -so they are on the bed, with Andrew having Nathan's hands tied to the headboard to finally do the deed
    - this is for Andrew to demonstrate to Nathan that it's all coming from him and not from pressure.... yapyap more yapping to convince him he really wants this
    - Andrew gets shy while undressing Nathan, asking for permission before touching him
    - the foreplay starts, clothes slowly start to come off
    - Andrew starts to jerk off on top of Nathan aggressively.... but you guessed it, dude just can't get hard. yep you heard it, OF ALL TIMES HE CANT GET IT UP THIS TIME (anxiety)
    - Nathan lies there looking up at him with pity and he calls out Andrew's name to untie him
    - Andrew is hysterical at this point insisting he can still get it up.. yadayada
    - Nathan then holds out a reassuring hand and tells him it has nothing to do with that and that he is just not ready and he doesn't know when he will be, and that he doesn't know if it'll be with him
    - Nathan gets dressed and bids Andrew goodbye

    THE END.


    **NOTE: bro I was getting livid typing this shit. I felt like I was reliving a trauma I just went thru

    can't believe I just typed all that shit.

    tissue-kun October 14, 2024 2:04 am
    No way can you pm me what happens bc I will cancel if they do the thing they said they'd do in 124 Hmmm

    read my above post

    Mayonaise_Chicken October 14, 2024 2:59 am
    you've been warned. I'll spoil from 124, since 123 is out on Webtoon so read from there pls......SPOILERSchapter 123: - after their fight, the artist tries to introduce himself to Andrew, but Andrew keeps sulk... tissue-kun

    Wait what!!! After all this time he cant get hard? BRO AND IT ENDS!!! Thats so horrible and messed up and very like sad an annoying for Nathan!! So they just be going off in this and at the end he couldnt? was it all fake? He clearly loved him and even the guys said they deserved each other in this... well this is clearly a waist of time I agree with you on that because the romance is there but the writer just didnt want to commit

    Mayonaise_Chicken October 14, 2024 3:00 am
    read my above post tissue-kun

    Also when Nathan "it's not about what you lack, Andrew. you're ashamed of who you are, and it's not my job to make you feel secure. i can only do so much, and it's exhausting. i don't want to be with someone who treats themselves with so little kindness." I was literally oh my gosh YOU GO KING!!! Like we love a king who knows his stuff, his boundaries and who is just overall a comfortable guy and who is okay with his sexuality!!!

    tissue-kun October 14, 2024 4:08 am
    Wait what!!! After all this time he cant get hard? BRO AND IT ENDS!!! Thats so horrible and messed up and very like sad an annoying for Nathan!! So they just be going off in this and at the end he couldnt? was ... Mayonaise_Chicken

    wait no the manhwa hasn't ended, I meant end of spoilers. my bad babes

    tissue-kun October 14, 2024 4:10 am
    Also when Nathan "it's not about what you lack, Andrew. you're ashamed of who you are, and it's not my job to make you feel secure. i can only do so much, and it's exhausting. i don't want to be with someone wh... Mayonaise_Chicken

    facts!! I was literally clapping for him..everyone on patreon is hating on Nathan but I'm on his side fr. he knows exactly what he wants

    Hmmm October 14, 2024 6:17 am
    facts!! I was literally clapping for him..everyone on patreon is hating on Nathan but I'm on his side fr. he knows exactly what he wants tissue-kun

    Tysm I will be canceling my patreon. I thought from all the extras that the actual story would be at least nearing the point where they start actually dating. It's disappointing that the author would include a weird vaguely non-con threesome prelude and then lead into unsuccessful sex. Also, Andrews gotten to a level of pathetic that's no longer cutesy, free urself nathan