Also im scared when i realized that it's normal for me to be like "oh sht grape maybe its only in the beginning it's gonna be better later the ml gonna have character development" IM SCARED IT'S LIKE MIND IS ACCUSTOMED TO THIS AND IT'S BCOZ MOST OF BL I READ IS TOXIC OR HAVE GRAPE ABUSE ETC LIKE IT'S NORMALIZE. I THINK IMMA GO BACK READING FLUFFY BL LIKE HERE U ARE FOR NOW.... I got really scared like how did i think of that. whys my mindset like that.
Bro the mindset shit is so real. Like when I read this I was just “yeah wow rape again but I’m sure it will become something better” type shit. BL IS LITERALLY FUCKING MY BRAIN UP. It’s Fr scary. People gotta stop normalizing this behavior. I also stopped reading this because I don’t want to fuck my brain any further.
I read this bcoz i thought they gonna like spoil him wholesome but i gasp at grape car chap and skipped it snd thought maybe it's only at the beginning then the mf told mc to quit and dragged him to his office and i got a bad vibe so i went to the comment section JUST TO KNOW BOTH OF THE SIBLINGS WERE SHT AIN'T GOING TO CONTINUE READING THIS. my hearts gonna fall. Goodluck y'all.