I'll say the same thing I did in another comment:
I strongly recommend you to NOT drop this story. I felt the exactly same way as you at the beginning, I almost dropped it because I wasn't feeling it and couldn't really understand soohyun's obsession. But MAN may I tell you the way that this story evolves is fantastic! The more you read it the more you get intrigued and excited for the next chapter. I just finished it and I'm so glad I didn't drop at the beginning because this one became one of my favorite bl's EVER. Seriously, what an amazing characters development we have in here. 100% worth the reading for sure!

I try to Read this im in chapter 34 but it so boring will it be better with Time or not because i think of dropping it