I still don't feel bad for him and I honestly don't even like this manga it's so toxic fir...

I still don't feel bad for him and I honestly don't even like this manga it's so toxic firstly the bottom has no brains like there's a huge difference with acting cold and being a straight asshole and the top is worst then an asshole I think the whole manga isn't well written because tell me why I don't like anyone except for the grandma and coach I don't have an opinion of them firstly the bottom I don't like him and he doesn't know who he is if someone treated me the way the top treated the bottom I would hate them maybe until I know why they are the way they are and I still would hate them maybe that's just me and top never showed any signs of affection for the bottom rn I don't think the top is in love with the bottom maybe he just feels lonely or something I don't care what he feels now the top even though I would definitely hit once just ONCE and leave IMMEDIATELY yes he's hot and yes I spend 5-10 mins on a shirtless panel but he is still an asshole and I hate this trauma route the story is about to turn to there's no excuse for an asshole he's straight up horrible that's why everyone in the gym left so quickly like I don't even blame them I would leave too chasing everyone away and blame it on trauma be a bitch and blame it on trauma rape and blame it on trauma like I'm so tired of the plot already now the second couple I honestly thought I would use the second couple as a reason to keep reading until the pink hair the top RAPED the bottom like wtf he purposely got the bottom drunk and raped him and wanted to make it look like a one night stand like again wtf then the dumb bottom woke up and said "I did this so I have to take responsibility" responsibility for what? For him raping you? When I tell you I was so mad I don't even care about them anymore rape has been so normalised in yaoi that people don't even see it as a problem or is it because their men? Well that's my opinion I don't like it but I'll still read it to hate more and the tops shirtless body byeeee