Why didn't you stop reading after the first rape?
Actually I did stopped and then people started talking about how it finally got a plot and I got interested
Well in this story the rape is actually a big deal and it’s not brushed over like some other popular yaoi. Everyone in the story acknowledges it was fucked up and the ML feels genuine guilt, not because he loves the MC now but because he realized that the things he did were actually morally wrong. It’s actually so good
Crazy how this could've be a good story without all the rape and shit