The last para abt her being her grandma's caretaker is so relatable. Tho mine isnt as kind nor caring as hers haha (gee, im so happy she has her grandma and that she's there for her, too. She looked particularly sickly when she was young). It adds more validity to how she could choose to mess with someone else's life (in retrospect its like how her parents dumped her to her grandma—she had no choice, too). I feel like her characterization was too raw before the author revealed her decisions(i thought she was closet gay lol, maybe im dumb and couldnt attribute it to caretaker's depression), so there's a disparity to using her own loneliness abt her cheating parents being projected to a smiley gay family. ngl, even if her loneliness was valid and her impulsivity is relatable as a teen, what she did IS still stupid. She basically whore out their landlord for the public.
Nah I thought she was closeted too
I also think that her “ideas” of happiness was a normal het life given what she’s exposed too and she wanted to protect the ml in her own way so he can be “happy” in a way she thinks is normal and safe cuz she does care about him
But I disagree, I don’t think she’s stupid- her actions were yea, but I don’t think she is- she was going off on what she thought was right
Ah! I missed the nuance of her being stupid and her actions being stupid. Kinda hard to separate the two, tho. But maybe the word is "ignorant", just a little different. Like as u say, she thinks she's righr about her intentions but it was an ignorant view of other people's lives because her own worldview is stuck in her own miseries and thinking other people live the same way
Yeppp yes agree with this!
Ugh her parents need to have some consequences cuz like wtf- they literally starved her
Also I just wanna say- her pain and suffering is valid- even tho her reasoning was not right with the way she handled things with the main couple- it doesn’t invalidate her feelings and she isn’t stupid- she was trying to make sense of her own world- and now she realizes it in this ch
Also those of you saying she needs to make it up to her gmom… uhm no she doesn’t? She’s been with her gmom all this time, she’s just now realizing the happy things she had from her awful childhood, that doesn’t take anything away from the gmom, in fact it adds to mi-ok life