Okay but I'd actually feel bad if Heonjae gets rejected or something (〒﹏〒)

maybe it’d help him. people either don’t push back at him out of fear or because they think they’re in control of him (like his coach.)

monggil rejecting him despite his efforts to mask (cosplay a neurotypical) or be more considerate could make him see that he’s actually been inconsiderate.

it may seem like he’s being more conscientious of others, but it’s only out of “necessity” (monggil reciprocating). he also has already decided for the both of them—when did monggil say he wanted to be with him? it’s genuinely burdensome, which may seem mean but if u ever had someone have one-sided feelings for u, u know what i mean