Just be talking in slow motion, can yall get to the point.

I'm pretty sure that drug messed with his head so badly that he committed suicide. That dream was actually Eve's memory coming back. He only remembers his eyes going bad, but I think it's his whole psychological system. idk yet, tho, and Lilith is another huge clue because she is a goddess closely related to darkness but also sexual appeal and whatnot, so when Manhua or Manhwa mentions her name, it usually means something bad or sexual.