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I completely understand what you're saying because I could be so close to ending it but some of the smallest things stop me, like my favorite comic updating, and it helps me get through some really hard times. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~ sending you virtual flowers and I hope you have a good day <3
As someone who struggled with depression and thoughts of yeeting myself, it wasn't grand reasons that kept me alive. I lived because I wanted to see my favorite kpop group release their next album, to read the ongoing story until it's finished, to watch the ending for the tv show that's yet to be concluded, to start the new route in the otome games I played...it doesn't always need to be some profound reason that keeps you alive. Sometimes, the small things the bring you the tiniest bit of joy and lessens your emptiness are enough to help you fight for another day. I'm so grateful for all of those seemingly trivial things that made existing more bearable during the darkest times.