If love drains you so much that it leads you to harmful actions, causes excessive overthinking, and negatively impacts your life, it's okay to let go. It doesn’t matter about his backstory or what he’s done—especially when he didn’t care about your well-being or feelings. It doesn’t matter if you love him. Always prioritize yourself, especially since you have a child. You should have ended the bond with him a long time ago, but that’s okay because healing takes time. If the love is killing you, it’s completely fine to choose yourself—especially when it’s for the better.
If love drains you so much that it leads you to harmful actions, causes excessive overthinking, and negatively impacts your life, it's okay to let go. It doesn’t matter about his backstory or what he’s done—especially when he didn’t care about your well-being or feelings. It doesn’t matter if you love him. Always prioritize yourself, especially since you have a child. You should have ended the bond with him a long time ago, but that’s okay because healing takes time. If the love is killing you, it’s completely fine to choose yourself—especially when it’s for the better.