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If u look up the title + spoilers, light novel updates should have a thread on it that goes more into detail, but from what I remember:




MC transmitted when she was born but doesn't remember this until her 2nd life/time turn?? [she only remembers her pervious life recently and completely forgot that she was born and raised "in the book" (don't remember if it's actually a book or if she thinks it's a book after going back in time???)]

The "pope" person/ppl is the bad guy (ig not a shocker there haha) in that world, ppl who have transmitted from a different world (whether they remember their past life or not) have saint powers, BUT if they are not someone the church can control, they get assassinated, in this case, because the MC was a duchess they thought "she's too powerful politically, she must be killed"

When they were kids, the ML was blind and would be sent to a far away farm(?) Where the MC lived, there the MC healed the ML and they fell in love (or the love started there or wtv)

Long story short, the MC got pregnant but when the ML was testing magical portals it affected the MC coz she has saint powers (no one knew that would happen tho) so she lost the baby, THE THING IS the MC tends to forget things for various reasons (depression, the "medicine" she would received that came from the church, etc) SOOOO when the ML noticed she would lose her memories he would keep giving her the "medicine" coz he thought maybe forgetting all the bad stuff would make the depression go away (also bonus maybe shell forget that he accidentally killed their unborn child), soooo she forgot she was even pregnant, she also thinks the ML started distancing himself from her but really it was her lose of memories, and the furniture had black mist which was making her depression worse but the hubby didn't know this and that eventually killed her and he went crazy afterwards

As for "the ogFL" the ML and her are only friends coz the ML was trying to find ways to help with the MC depression. The reason the ogFL looked at her weird was coz she saw black mist around her (just the crown prince) and she was currently trying to figure out what the black mist was [only ppl with saint powers can see it but since the MC was too sick/forgot(?) she couldn't see it well or thought it was her imagination] she actually cares about the MC but she's just naive about the church

when fl died (as she remembered from the book) and ml went after the saintess, was he just trying to make himself better? like pretending the saintess was her dead wife?

Idk tbh, I didn't see anything about that one the spoilers (or maybe I forgot) but that's what I'm assuming, coz he gave the saintess the cloak that MC always uses [plus they both have saint powers so maybe he was like "eh, close enough" in his crazy state]

Okay that actually sounds so fricken good. I was debating reading and you’ve convinced me it’s worth it.