i was annoyed too until i remembered that she was only suicidal bc she couldn't sing. once she gained the ability to speak/sing again she regrew her will to live.
and i get that yeah but i was just so conflicted with how wishy washy suicide was portrayed further on and how others made it their mission to fix her somehow. maybe it's just me being like her before that made me think this way and it's somehow getting in the way of how i perceive this manhwa idk ┗( T﹏T )┛
i get that! i think this was more so portraying suicide as something that happens when you go off the edge rather than a mental health issue. imo i don't think i was ever meant to be that serious and was almost meant to be more comical, which sucks but i don't rly expect good rep in most media #－.－)
i was so close to dropping this before even reaching chapter 10 bc it felt like committing suicide was being treated as a joke since she was so adamant and nonsensically chasing after it slash Carlotian while smiling. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
and ik it's wrong for me to feel that way, but after reading the latest chapter (28), i still do bc WHAT DO YOU MEAN it completely vanished from the plot??? and why is the fucking ML being like that? he doesn't deserve FL one bit.
reading some of the spoilers, it's obvious that this is another manhwa with them shitty ass MLs and the FL blatantly ignoring all the fucking red flags bc it's ♡*~love~*♡