what definitely changed with jaechan was how he managed to treat himself poorer hahah he l...

what definitely changed with jaechan was how he managed to treat himself poorer hahah he learned how to treat himself less better in this life. constantly putting himself in dangerous situations knowing the risks and bad effects on him. (you'll see how this makes woojin go insane w anxiety later on).

the way i understand it, he didn't strive to become a better person at all by treating all humans better and suddenly adopting morality, he's mainly striving to be better to the ppl he likes (making them avoid accidents, ensuring these specific ppl's safety, eradication of the terrorist grp who will affect everyone later on). saving everyone else was an additional bonus lol

and honestly i have difficulty understanding ppl who say jaechan is still the same for using ppl the same way in his past life. i understand that he shouldn't devalue himself for his goals but for him it was an efficient way to achieve the goals he was desperate for. the past life and now he had incredible low self esteem due to his upbringing too. what makes him so bad a person to utilize his own body for his goals? /gen im not sure im picking up why some ppl are upset at him. is it that he looks down on the ppl he sleeps with this way by thinking they are easy/i can bend them to my will if i sleep with them?

also, sorry for essay haha i rlly like jaechan bc i read the novel and i swear his character development was rlly good too and (Spoiler) by the end he was someone selfless in love. (づ￣ ³￣)づ