Having "fake' fantasies about children is weird

Since y'all love to use murder in fiction as an analogy as to why reading this shit is okay let's talk about it. If someone actively writes books or plays games where they seek out a particular group of people such as women or poc to murder and victimize then would it not be really fucking weird? Some time ago there was this story about this guy (i do not remember the name at the moment) who admitted to playing GTA so he could murder the women npc and characters in game, sure it's fictional and it didn't hurt any women in real life but does it not tell you a lot about the kind of person the guy is? About the value he holds? I can tell he's a misogynistic man with fantasies of abusing and murdering women. Now Who do you think goes out of their way to seek content that sexualizes children? I know, it's pedophiles.