You saying this has put it in words exactly as my current situation too.......it's that feeling on being so lost and just.....just on a tipping point....
I hope we both find a way out of this feeling and situation....
big hugs for you, don't give up to your thoughts, you will eventually find your way out in that hell hole!! just remember you are not alone!!!
Same to you!!! Keep fighting as much as you can, and I'm sure one day we'll see this as an old message to look back on and realise how far we've come
sorry for crying, this just made me relate to minho, you know that feeling of infinite like, i can't explain it, feeling hopeless, the feeling of emptyness, loneliness, the feeling of nothing just nothing, like you're on the edge of the mountain, just one more push and...you know that kinda feeling, i'm cooked, dad cooked me so bad bro