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I want to slap this comment to those people saying that Taeha is only after her body when they did the boombayah. They read the part (where he was so into the deed but still controlled himself when she said wait/stop) with their eyes closed. And take note, that man was starved for months.
Even old Minshît can't compare to Taeha. ╮(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)╭
But I don't see it that way.
The whole flashback is about him holding his own desires above her wellbeing. Even in their first time there was the red flag of him not stopping after she started crying (we read him hating himself for it, but HE. STILL. KEEPS. DOING IT). I think that's actually the point. That even at his sweetest he was still greedy and selfish. He wanted her more than he loved her. Everyone says that they don't get how he could change so much... But there we have the seed of everything. She endured because she loved him, but it was still a red flag. She's naturally self-sacrificing... And he learnt that he could be as selfish as he wanted and she'd take it. And he ran with that.