
It was there in the side stories - it just got updated recently which is why I wanted to get it out of my chest ╥﹏╥ -
There were events about Ashler teaching karas about mind bending sex, taking their time, then there's butler and melmont planning to talk to abel about safe sex, preparation , lube , tearing and all.....Abel keeps ignoring karas because he wants to be intimate with him and his heart keeps pounding but he doesn't know what the feelings is.
Even the first commander tells karas to forget about the sex stuff and listen to abel's heart beat to know if he really likes him and listen to him and be patient.
And right in the next chapter he is forcing himself on Abel - with him crying and saying no - his asshole's ripped and bleeding and he is probably going to forgive karas - but holy shit that was horrible
Novel readers ...
I absolutely hated their first sex scene with every cell of my body. I hate karas