It is later subtly explained that in their view, the rape "sex" is a power domination thing and in recent chapters mokhwa further delves into these thought giving us a better understanding of that view. We full on learn about how sex and all has been to him in his life and how emotions were never part of it, he always had to just endure and get over it :/ but yea it's his first time to ever feel like someone actually cares and is there for him because of feelings and not duty and how no matter one, nth shook nakwon and he stayed adamant even when mokhwa showed zero interest
Yeahh I grasped it after indulging the whole thing, relatively odd but valid. Mokhwa is such a softie I'm enjoying him understanding his emotions.
Tis indeed odd but it makes me realise that it's a thing out there in the world I've never knew. Horrible but still, a thing
Really?? Raping him is not homo and kissing him is! Damn these guys got their definitions fucked up all over