Lengthy thoughts

I'm actually amazed how he desperately wants a baby from him. I keep feeling like I missed something I know when he gets his memories back it's gonna be so much angst. But for right now I'm enjoying them they're so adorable...

I'm also glad we got more insight on their childhood especially Soohan. He's actions does make more sense.To be a child who grew up with not much to now have an opportunity at some of those luxuries. However, it's at a cost the cost of his emotional developing and his mental health. He has to constantly be mindful of every single thing he does so that they don't lose their stability. && it's emotionally taxing having to bottle up your feelings and can't express them for the fear of once again losing that stability. Not to mention constantly keeping an eye on a kid because if any little thing happens to him. The blame is automatically shifted on to him. && that's alot to have to deal with I can see how someone would automatically turn cold on the inside and present themselves as a mechanical doll. As we can see how the maid automatically said he stole the laptop. No one was listening to him when he said he didn't do it he was automatically label as thief by the mom and housekeeper. No the mom didn't come out in say it but we can tell that she didn't believe Soohan neither. Based on how she didn't correct the maid behavior. The proper response would've been telling the maid to not point fingers when this could easily be a misunderstanding since he said Yeon gave him the computer. But in reality they view them as people underneath them charity cases for example. His dad knew he didn't steal it neither. Parents know their kids but instead of defending Soohan. The dad slap him to appease Yeon mom because he was also afraid of losing stability. Yeon parents didn't even have the decency to apologize to him or even tell the maid to apologize. Instead they pacified him with a newer better computer system and brush the whole situation under the rug. Where i believe Soohan wouldve rather had the apology.


Him being jealous of Yeon seo is also understandable. On the outside looking in he has everything. He have money,comfort,luxury, and even parental love. He has a family that loves him so much that they were willingly to let complete strangers stay in their home to ensure that their child can grow up properly and return to his loving self. Seeing that through child eyes could cause jealousy. I mean even as adults we all have wanted to be wealthy and live in luxury. And if we saw a scandal of a celebrity or someone famous or their kid do something we as people get annoyed because it's like you have everything you could have possibly want why are you acting this way. So I'm not saying his actions are valid because we all have free will. But what I'm saying it's understandable and can be relatable to many readers. I think both Soohan & Yeon seo are good people. Although I dislike how Soohan previously treated Yeon. I still also can see the trauma that could have been inflicted on to soohan while staying in that house. Cause remember not all trauma is physical. Once again I don't approve of Soohan previous actions I just understand how the previous events could have shaped him into that cold hearted person.