This is just downright painful to read now. I had to completely fast scroll through this chapter. What is even the point? The ML is unredeemable, even after all this he still haves sex with ML, meaning he doesn't care for shit about the guy except for how he needs him for his matches. The MC is painful to read, it's not even his self depreciating tendency it's just that he is willingly putting himself through all this
This is just downright painful to read now. I had to completely fast scroll through this chapter. What is even the point? The ML is unredeemable, even after all this he still haves sex with ML, meaning he doesn't care for shit about the guy except for how he needs him for his matches. The MC is painful to read, it's not even his self depreciating tendency it's just that he is willingly putting himself through all this