And knowing he had an extremely lustful affair as a result of his misunderstandings in their first lives makes it hard too
Yeah ML never open up to her. He just assumed the worst of FL and convince himself its the truth.
But I'll still read this, I just love how the FL is still a prideful noble even though she knows she might die (as she should she's an icon) unlike the other FLs who changed their whole personality. It's refreshing
There is no first life. It’s a prophecy book with the ability to change. It hasn’t happened yet.
There's a first life though which the FL is still miserable and neglected that's why their daughter created the prophecy book so FL can choose to be happy.
And yes, ML cheating is just one of the path that isn't in the first life so I personally don't entirely hate him BUT it's a possibility.
FL is a noble to the bone which is actually very fun to read. Kinda sad that ML judge her without even knowing her and communicating his problem to her. Just really here for the FL lol