I thought the same thing, but there are some... Strange inconsistencies in her character. He used to hate her to the core, now it seems that he looks for her affection. She used to believe that everything cannot be that bad and there is still the plot of Sarah, that of course looks like she works for the ml, and she still believes in her. I do not know if after so much pain I would trust anybody around me.
I haven't read the novel if there's any, but after reading his thoughts, if he is trying to make him the ml until the end and she will be loving him, they have a long way to go.
And the "she killing him" won't happen.
Also, isn't it strange? She never tried to kill herself, she always "requested" to be killed.
There are enough pointy stuff at a palace to cut your throat, your wrists or stab yourself...
At first I thought it’d be better if she dies and he’ll regret what he did so much he’d rather die as well; but now, I just wish he dies instead so she can finally have the peace she deserves.