" You didn't give me one chance to amend " chance? in those 14 years you were with him you think he never gave you a chance? fck dude he gave you too much chance that you can't even count, you slept with other guys for more than 4 years, and you never thought wether what you're doing is good, you think that playing with other guys while having a legal lover waiting in your house making you fckng soup is okay?? he gave you chances, too many fckng chances to think through what you did, and now you're telling me he didn't give you a chance?? idc if you go crazy or mental over the fact that your past lover is dead, you're still a piece of shit, if you want to amend, amend till your last breath and keep regretting for what you did.
I do feel that he's pitiful, but that's it, you reap what you sow, regret it for 14 years or even for the rest of your life.
" You didn't give me one chance to amend " chance? in those 14 years you were with him you think he never gave you a chance? fck dude he gave you too much chance that you can't even count, you slept with other guys for more than 4 years, and you never thought wether what you're doing is good, you think that playing with other guys while having a legal lover waiting in your house making you fckng soup is okay?? he gave you chances, too many fckng chances to think through what you did, and now you're telling me he didn't give you a chance?? idc if you go crazy or mental over the fact that your past lover is dead, you're still a piece of shit, if you want to amend, amend till your last breath and keep regretting for what you did.
I do feel that he's pitiful, but that's it, you reap what you sow, regret it for 14 years or even for the rest of your life.