I feel like in the first few chapters, the ML already liked the MC - even if he raped him he didn’t need to tear his anus like that. And it’s not lack of experience or ignorance. He knew the MC was in pain and he knew that his anus needed ointment etc.
I remember he said to his 2nd in command something along the lines of the first time needs to be rough/ painful in order to teach them discipline or something to that effect.
So he act all cute now, but I’ll never forget his initial attitude.
I feel like in the first few chapters, the ML already liked the MC - even if he raped him he didn’t need to tear his anus like that. And it’s not lack of experience or ignorance. He knew the MC was in pain and he knew that his anus needed ointment etc.
I remember he said to his 2nd in command something along the lines of the first time needs to be rough/ painful in order to teach them discipline or something to that effect.
So he act all cute now, but I’ll never forget his initial attitude.