Oh my God, I hope you are okay now
Those people who commented on you being ugly must be the incarnation of Satan!, who have no empathy! I'm sure they will get their karma in time. They really don't know how to respect others...
Yes thank you and I'm okay now , but still have some part of bad memories from that , I can't even ask my friend to help me take my picture for any occasions I feel conscious about it , only take selfie for this past 9 years and I can't take compliments like 'you're beautiful ' or similiar comment, it feels like maybe they just mocking me behind those words , always telling myself that they just means what they said but still can't.
Yeah ... those haters really the worst in my life too, back around 2014-2016 I'm like to use social media such fb and twitter , I'm really active and excited to meet new friends all around the world and from those other countries that I will never meet , but all crashed down after they see me posting 1 selfie on FB and all mocking me for being ugly and shouldn't post my pictures, it didn't hurt me in reality but it really traumatised me to posting pic of my self in any social media now, I'm no longer interested in those .
Just focus reading novel or manga and anime and chat with the readers that only talk about the plot .
I love myself but I'm still feeling wronged that 3 years in the past .