Why

I would say that it’s because she felt an anger to no end, shock, resentment. She was shooting in all directions in a frenzy state, trying to make sense of what was happening. She was brimming with violent energy, with no way to let it out. And soon after being , she even had to repress, contain, ask for forgiveness, submit… I don’t think her body can take it for much longer.

I mean, ideally she would let out all that anger and energy, then, she would feel a deep deep sadness, turn inwards, then she’d feel anxiety for the future and her life and THEN start healing. Not gonna happen tho.